Hidden Thoughts

How it feels? To have a thought,
It’s creating a rush and having pain a lot,
Knowing the truth it won’t be back,
Still my heart cares about something it lacks,
Rising a fear in depth of my heart,
Will I get you back as you are my part,
Just tell me once should I call you or not ?
Because you are the only one,
In my whole life i got,
It really feels bad to have a Thought,
In memories you are but in real you are not.